idk why but I decided to log in to this blog and ho lee cow it’s really been 5 and a half years huh?
anyway I’m gay now
idk if anyone even cares but I guess I’ll explain, as briefly as I can, why I pretty much appeared to fall off the face of the earth.
to put it simply, realizing I was gay and trans was. kind of traumatizing for me because of the environment I was in. my family, my friends, and my entire high school all believed it was sinful, and I was very scared of going to hell for a very long time. eventually I accepted myself, but I had a few people from school following this blog. so I chose to make a new one, and kept it and this one running for a while.
I’m not really sure what caused me to abandon this blog like I did… probably just got tired of having to log in and out all the time. one way or another I ended up permanently moving on from this account. I’ve moved accounts a few times, but I’ve been at the same url for a while now.
high school, and the few years following up until about 2020, were pretty bad for me. I got involved in a lot of online discourse, my mental health was very unstable and I lost a lot of friends. fortunately during that time I did manage to find the person who is now my best friend in the world, and it’s partly due to him that I’m still around and have been making decisions to prioritize my comfort and happiness. I’m now medicated and go to therapy, and while I have opinions on things, I don’t seek out arguments with others anymore. while I’m still not sure where my life is going, I feel much more at peace with myself than I think I ever have in my whole life. and I am very grateful for that.
if anyone wants to keep up with me, I am actually mostly an Undertale blogger now, and I reblog fanart and post fanfics on @papyruspropaganda. it also kind of doubles as a personal for me. if you’re more interested in shitposts and stuff like that, my “main” account @skelesona might be more your speed.
anyway, peace out, y’all. it’s been real.
